Nobody said that it's required to only post game related things here on the lodestone. Apparentlty without coming out and saying it, there's an individual who seems to have an issue with me doing this.
Thats what I needed to feel though, because now Im going to remove all distinction between my real life self and Eorzean self. What you see is what you get and I dont give a damn anymore. If I want talk about about my mom across 30 entries I'll do that.
Furthermore, people like to question everything I do in the game and try to pressure me into doing certain things. OK I wont finish 5.2 until 5.3 comes out, PERIOD. I dont give a DAMN about about not having expert roulette unlocked now. Get over it.
I dont like doing MSQ roulette. You can justify doing it with that stupid exp as a reason all you like, this makes little difference to me. Seems to me thats all everyone lives for in this game. All i hear is MSQ roulette this, MSQ roulette that, good grief. Ill only ever do this if its for a good damn reason.
Im always trying to find my way. Trying to connect with people. I'm always moving around, never tied down. I didnt know I was so important that I have to explain what Im doing and why I do it, and I tend to give cryptic responses because it's not your business to know.
As for some special person out there (nobodies business who that is) who want to use my blogs as a way of gauging how Im doing, things will only feel right when we're friends again, but things in general are looking up.
My blog - I write what I want.
I unlock/tailer my account the way I see fit.
I do what the hell I want and dont have to explain myself.
Mind your business.
Yeah you can say that in this regard.
Hey you seem familiar. Maybe I saw you commenting on one of my blog entries one time, however, someone taught me a good lesson about it and I'm just gonna say the same in my own interpretation. Your job is to make yourself happy. You pay your subs to play this game right? Then stop worrying about others and worry more about yourself! Even I have bent a knee to others and I wasn't acknowledged enough to them as a friend. So you know what? Just be yourself! Forget about those painful memories!
Yes you're right.
Also I never replied to your blog, but I can see you have gone through similar things as I have and most others I met in regards to FC drama/problems.
Well it was pretty recent actually. I thought I could become friends with them after pushing them away for a week, however, I just didn't felt the trust between me and them building up so I did what I have to do: Abandon them and move on to do other things and meeting other people. Recently, I have met up with another group of friends and they seem pretty chill!
I'm happy for you. :) It can be hard to bounce back from multiple losses like that. Yeah, sometimes you need to be your own best friend and care about your own happiness.
I don't get close to FC members, and after recent events, not anyone anymore. I strongly prefer to keep players at a distance now. I don't even play every day anymore and when I do it's for a short time.