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R'hyleigh Hena

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Dear Augustine,

Please excuse my penmanship. I’ve been drinking. Actually, I’ve been drinking a lot since I received your most recent letters. It seems you’ve lost patience with me. I wonder if I can blame you for it, and I have no answer to that question. I can spend my days wishing, but I know it won’t change anything.

You are right about one thing. You are, of course, a person above everything else. I thought I apologized, though, for expecting you to be better than the rest of us. Well, if it never went through, consider this my apology. I do know you’re more than the Warrior of Light, and I’m sorry you’ve been struggling.

I’m also sorry that I can’t spark your imagination. Maybe, once upon a time, I did—but you’ve made it clear that I don’t any more. I don’t know what you’re expecting of me, though. Do you want me to try to seduce you? I’m sorry, but I’m not someone who chases someone for the thrill of the challenge.

I disagree, however, with your assertion that we all change—to some degree, at least. As for me, I can still feel the me I was as a small child. She’s still living inside me. I believe we can grow. Hopefully we become wiser. We may have experiences that make us grow wary, that make us want to protect the core person we still are. We become interested in romance. But, deep down, I believe we’re the same people we always were. And you still tell us to follow our dreams, just like you always have. You still fight against unjust institutions, just like you always have. Despite the beliefs we may have lost and the complications that may have arisen, I believe deep down we’re who we always were.

I want to say I’m angry with you, but I don’t think I am. The presiding feeling I have is sadness. I’ll probably regret the things I’ve said tonight, but I couldn’t hold this in much longer. I do wish the best for you. I just also wish you were nicer.

Yours,

R’hyleigh Hena
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